hmm.

for one of my classes i am supposed to have meditated 3 times this week while hold/caressing an object of importance to me.

i have not done this.
not once.

i am very much not into meditation. or sitting still. or not speaking.
maybe it's the 8+ years of weekly meeting for worship.

the worst part is i have to write a paper outlining my meditating experience. what did i learn about myself?

nothing. i learned nothing. i learned that i'm hungry.


this is going to be a crap paper.